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Diary entryI was wrong about Richard. Why was I so quick to believe that I meant nothing to him after the night we spent together? Why did I immediately assume the worst? I think it's because I'm expecting to be let down since I've let so many others down over the years. Payback's a bitch and I'm just waiting for my bill to come due. I have no ( Read more... )

Diary entryNow I know how it felt for all of those people to be ignored by me after I had my fun with them. It sucks. I'm such an idiot for believing the things a lover said to me. People say all sorts of shit when they're fucking, so what made me think that anything that came out of his mouth was true? It's all payback for the way I lied and ( Read more... )

scarlet warmth blasting
pounding in chambers
ceaseless but not careless
pearly white indications
of eager motions
ignited not frozen
you
flurries of pulse
bending
me
crashes of breath
folding
the two
depleted

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[ooc: Dev works as a bookseller in a chain bookstore.]Because the managers make us fill out these stupid cards every month (as if customers really care what a bunch of underpaid pseudo intellectual burnouts think about new releases), I am forced to write a blurb of suitable length and enthusiasm on the card you're currently reading ( Read more... )

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